Though he was there.
why was she feel so lonely...?
couldn't feel that shower again?
or the shower had failed to prove his guarantee?

-starving...akh, siang yg menjemukan-
whatsoever comes tomorrow...

Don't blow your head nor your hand.

Just hold on.

The blood will soon coagulated.
stopping the bleed.

n' hopefully leaving no scar behind.

*hyperglicemic phase always brings mellow feeling.
i really should get some sleep now*
Doing this things again.again, again...

Makes her heart rebelling.


"No no,,,Don't say that you fool, don't give it to me..!" she said. staring straight to it.

rebel heart. her bloody rebelling heart.

"why couldn't I stand this???" she asked to the sky.

her heart, her mind.
they could not syncronize themselves.

"Just take it if you don't want to stay please..." she cried. gazing upward desperately.

opening her mind, arms, and heart.

*you're disoriented, go get to sleep..." she hugged herself. chilling. starving. craving...for nothing.